Goodbye....for now

My mind is filled with thoughts of you, the last time I talked to you. I should've said I'll miss you, I should've said I love you, but I said good bye instead. I guess some thing are better left unsaid. You'll be gone for a while, I have no choice but to be patient. I'll wait for you. Til next time. See you soon =)

tagalog,maiba naman

unang beses ko magpopost ng tagalog entry, para maiba naman. okay eto na... mejo nawiwindang ako kakaisip, kakaisip kung ano ba talaga. hayy nako, hindi ko alam kung may gusto ba sya sakin o ano, lagi na lang mixed signals. ano ba yan,madalas na lang gagawa sya ng actions na sweet para sayo, mga ganun, tapos mapapaisip ka about sa mga nangyari dati, mapapa-assume ka eh.pano ba naman, dati umamin sya sayo na may gusto sya sayo,then ngayon gagawa sya ng mga sweet actions sayo, hindi ka ba mapapa-assume? kilig,oo. pero mejo natatakot ako, kasi baka mamaya, hanggang assume lang ako, papano kung hindi nya na ko gusto and ganun lang talaga sya? diba diba? pano ko ba malalaman kung ano ba talaga? itatanong ko ba? hindi ko naman kaya, nakakahiya. >.< lagi na lang ako nattempt na makipagstart ng conversations sa kanya. baka isipin nya papansin ako.ano ba yan, papano pag nalaman nya? hindi keri ng powers ko.anobeeey

this.

I just wanna share some of the texts I have read recently.

For the past few years, I have been single and sometimes, I wonder if I'm ever going to fall in love again. I have "crushes" here and there, but that's all.Recently, I kept thinking about my ex-boyfriend. I realized, I don't really miss him. I miss the feeling of being in a romantic relationship. There are moments when I would almost give up on love. I tell myself, I'm okay without a man. Being single has its advantages. Sometimes I wonder, what if I never experienced being in a romantic relationship? I supposed I won't be missing what I never had. Recently though, I ask myself, "Will that be the first and the last?". Something deep in me is still saying, "I hope not.".

We usually find the perfect person for us when we least expect it. It is unplanned and untamed. It is an art form within itself because it catches us off guard. It’s the girl you liked freshman year of high school, but thought you never had a chance. It’s the boy you had a crush on, but he never looked your way. It’s the person we would least expect to fall in love with. It’s in those moments of doubt and despair, that the one for us comes out of no where. It’s where the seed of romance begins to grow. This is the place where the idea of the “the knight in the shining armor”, “the girl of my dreams” comes true. It’s placing the two at the right moment in each other lives, when both thought they would never love again. The beauty of life and love is that it is unpredictable. Without expectation, things can take place at moments notice and a near perfect romance can happen. Two people can accidentally fall in love on a rainy afternoon and two people may find their soul mates the day after, and that’s why it’s beautiful. The cutest couples, the perfect romance, it’s imperfect in life but perfect in love. It is a type of love that can not be duplicated anywhere else.

I have to admit, i miss it all. I mean it’s fun being single to ya know, fun with friends, dating and what not. But i’m the kind of person who values and actually likes commitment. YES. I think it’s a trait/pact that shows what kind of person you are and how you grow into that responsibility.
Being in a relationship is not just about looking cute together, being sweet, pda blah blah blah. NO. It’s about connecting with one another and finding absolute bliss in this other person. Its about having patience, trust and loyalty to go each day and promise another day tomorrow to each other.
Its not about gender, age, height, weight, profession, social/financial status, all that. None of that matters. NONE. Love who you wanna love, you all deserve someone who makes you wanna go on tomorrow and live life to the fullest because you feel this extravagant kind of love inside of you.
That feeling when you’re with him/her NOTHING, NO ONE matters. Like you have freaking horse blinders on and all you see is that hunkachunk of burnin love in front of you making you smile to your ears. That feeling is not something anyone can give you, it takes someone who you have given all your trust to not to break your heart because he/she is making you cheese this hard, hoping that smile never goes away.
Everybody needs love once in a while.
…..and i’ve been single for a while. Oh prince charming, are you still stuck in your castle or something? Grounded maybe? Lol. Come find me. I’m just here, waiting.

When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away...(Captain Corelli's Mandolin Movie)

Okay, enought of the mushiness. I'm just weird today, you know, those days when you feel lonely and really misses the feeling of being in love and being loved in return.haha *sigh* I should stop reading shoujo mangas and start to read more inspirational books, I need to buy a new chicken soup for the soul book!geez

15 - day blogging : Day 1

1. Introduction to this Challenge and tell us a little about yourself!

Well, I just found this challenge from the "A Little Unhinged" blog, I failed the 30day challenge so I decided to give this a shot.
*My name is Carmel S. Legion, my nickname's Camille. I’m 21, single,I have black hair with red highlights.xD I have dark brown eyes.I wear prescription glasses.

I studied at Technological University of the Philippines - Taguig Campus.I took Computer Engineering Technology and Bachelor of Technology in Information Technology. I am currently unemployed. But that'll soon change.xD

I have 2 younger brothers.I’m nocturnal.I'm hopeless romantic. xDDD I can be moody at times. I’m a procrastinator. My talents are: I can sing, play piano/guitar and draw.
that's it for this post, I have to think of other things about myself, I might update this in the near future.xD LOOOOOOOL

15 day blog challenge

okay, since I failed finishing the 30day blog challenge, I'll try this one. here we go!

Challenge Questions:
1. Introduction to this Challenge and tell us a little about yourself!
2. Where did you grow up? Small town or Big City?
3. What's some of your favorite memories from childhood?
4. What type of student were you in school?
5. Who was your closest friends as a teenager?
6. Where have you worked?
7. Has your life gone the way you expected it?
8. Tell us a bit about your family!
9. What are your goals? What are your hobbies?
10. Why did you start blogging and what is your blog about?
11. What are a couple of your favorite blog tools that you use?
12. Your top 5 posts and why you think they were successful.
13. 3 blogs you visit and read enthusiastically.
14. Social Networks/Blog Communities you want others to know you're a part of.
15. Closing and any upcoming posts or raffles you would like to share with us.

Being choosy.

Okay, random topic for this entry. Let's talk about being choosy.

People can be choosy in many things,choosy when it comes to food, music, books, clothes and people.

I admit that I, myself is a very choosy person. haha! I am very picky when it comes to the food I eat (that's one of the reasons why my parents and I argue.xD). Why do people get so choosy? that's a big question. I think people get so choosy because of personal preference.

I'll state a few examples.

FOOD: Most of the people think that cheese taste oh-so-good, but other people doesn't think the same. Just like my bestfriend, she despise cheese!(craazy,right?). I asked her why, she said that she doesn't like the smell and the taste of it.

CLOTHES: People dress differently, some people dress conservatively and some wear clothes that are sort of revealing. Some follow the trends and some don't. Some people suffer wearing high heels that are painful just for the sake of being taller. That's what they prefer, they choose style over comfort.

PEOPLE: People can be choosy when it comes to other people. I can be choosy when it comes to making friends. I don't make friends with everybody. I choose people that I am comfortable with. I don't want to have friends just for the sake of having friends. I'd rather be a loner than to be with people that I don't like.xDDDDDDD

PARTNER/BF/GF/ETC: Another example, there's this smexy guys who has a not-so-pretty girlfriend,you might be wondering why, that's simple, because that is his personal preference, the girl probably have the qualities he likes. I personally think that every person should be choosy when it comes to picking partners. There are a lot of factors when it comes to having a partner, One is the appearance, let's all admit that one of the first thing we notice in other people are their looks, we tend to choose people with nice appearance, think about this, you have a boyfriend who's not so handsome and your friends saw you with him, what could they possibly think about him? of course you will feel ashamed unless you're really proud and you really love that person. What I'm trying to say is, before you fall in love with a person, consider the physical appearance, who knows? that person might be the father of your kids and you don't want your kids to look undesirable, right? I'm not saying that you should choose a person who is too handsome, my point is, choose a person who looks acceptable to you and to other people's eyes.haha!(Ika nga ng aking bestfriend, wag ka pumili ng taong may ichura na qualified sakluban ng paper bag sa ulo.hahaha!). The other factor is the attitude, let's say that the person you like is good-looking, BUT he has the worst attitude, it won't work. You'll just end up fighting and probably part ways.xD Choose a person whom you'll be comfortable with, If you like a person talks so much, then it so be it, as long as you are comfortable. Choosing a partner is a very difficult thing, You don't have to choose a perfect being, because there's none.xD Just consider the things that'll affect your life.

To cut the story short, people get so choosy because of their personal preference.=)
I don't know if this post makes sense, but I hope you got my point.hahaha! =)
(these are just my thoughts about being choosy, you don't have to believe in everything I say, just follow your heart and go for you personal preference,hahahaha!)

hmm.yeah

sorry bout the random title. xD I just wanna talk about what happened to my weekend.

December 19,2013. I went to Glorietta to watch Les Miserables. The theater was so jam-packed!The movie was amazeballs!There were scenes that made me teary-eyed.=/ the actors portrayed the characters well. Helena Bonham Carter and Sacha Baron Cohen did great! they were so hilarious! The scene where Eponine sang "On my Own" was my most awaited part of the movie, she sang the song well, but I can't help comparing it to Lea Salonga's version. Once the movie's over, the audience applauded! I wanna watch it again and agaaaain!I really hope that they turn other musical into movies. =)

After watching, I roam around glorietta to look for a place to eat, then I walked past RedKimono Quick. It's a japanese Restaurant, their menu looks interesting and I haven't eaten japanese dishes for quite a long time so I went in.

I ordered Tonkatsu Bento Box. It kinda looks like this:

(btw,This is the Crispy Cream Dory Bento.xD)
Tonkatsu Bento box looks similar to the Crispy Cream Dory bento, the only difference is that the katsu bento has katsu instead of dory.xD LOL they served it with miso soup (which taste great) and iced tea. I was surprised when my order came in, It was a hella big bento box! haha! i didn't expect it to be that big.xD I didn't manage to eat all of it, because I got so full! =(
anyway, I had fun that day, I should do that more often.xD

December 20,2013, nothing much happened that day, all I can remember was that my back hurts like heck. hahaha!