irritation and bs-ing

Saturday, November 6, 2010

I AM SO EVIL. I AM SO BAD. hahaha! I keep on bs-ing someone. LOLOLOLOL!!!!xD that person's not even aware that he/she's the one I'm bs-ing. bwahahaha! i know it's bad, i know it's wrong, i'm trying my best to stop it. but i just can't, i can't...i can't stop from bs-ing! xD (oooh, this kinda inspire me, this would be a great song lyrics! xD LOLOLOL!)

idk why, but i am so irritated to that person. he's not so bad, but all i see are his flaws. haha, silly me, other people might be blind for not noticing, but here i am, too aware of all the negativity he's got. LOL im so mean. xD

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I'm so evil, i know. LOL
btw, i kinda get over my irritation towards mr. allergy#1, xD (that's a good thing, let's just hope that i wont get irritated over him again.xD)

I haven't posted blogs entry for quite a while so i'll be flooding my blog!!!!xD

a day full of cravings and discoveries

it's past 4am and here I am, writing a blog entry. xD

guess what....I've been craving for pringles the whole day. >_< I went to the pantry to look for pringles ( as far as i know, we bought 6 large canisters of pringles), but when I opened the cabinet, there were no pringles left!!!!!! holy coconuts!!!! >____<

another story.....

I slept for like....more than 12 hours and that's a good thaaaang. (internship is such a bullcrap. It's taking a big-ass amount of my time of sleeping. >______<)

I've been LSS-ing to the song "dear jamie...sincerely me". And I decided to learn how to play it on the piano, guess what! I NAILED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH BABY! xD LOLOLOL, it's an easy song. xD

oh oh. let's move on with the discoveries-part of my day. xD

I noticed that "mr.nice-guy" only sent that message to me even though my bff's name was in his message, ha! *creepy smile* LOLOLOL, IDK if i should be happy about it. I think i like him. LIKE but not likey-like (i think),I've been monitoring myself for quite a while now. HOHOHOHOHO! let's see if this is the real deal. hahaha!xD oh another thing. MY MOM!!! yeah right, my mom, she read the messages on my phone!!! >___< she even denied it. >_< *sigh* she might come up with a new speculation blah blah. -_-

hmm..

I talked to my other bff's boifrand. and he told me about the things happened to her. I was like O____O WHUT!? she didn't even tell me. >_<


riiiighhhhht.

Day 2- Your crush

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I haven't posted another entry for the 30-day blogging.

here it is:

Day 2- Your crush

My crush? hmmm..

well, He's good looking (of course!xD xD),seeing him makes me happy and giddy.haha!xD the sad part is that we're in a one sided relationship.xD xD ROFL, he don't know who am I or anything. xD the truth is, I haven't talked to him even just once. haha, how sad, I know.

well here's everything I have to tell about my crush. xD

new video up on youtube =))

I just finished recording and uploading another cover. It's the song "Close to you" by the carpenters. That song is one of my all time favorite songs. I felt so proud for making that cover (even though it's not that good and my voice is not in a good condition). =))

(btw,here's link to the video)

Close to you cover

hmmm, I think I failed to post a blog entry yesterday. hmm...
BTW, my bff pau called me on Sunday! I thought it was my cousin,haha (*face palm*), some of my contacts got deleted because it was saved on my other phone. It sucks, I know. She called me to say that she is now engaged, I'm soo happy for her! =))

Talking to her gives me a lot of emotions. It makes me feel sad and happy at the same time. Happy because DUH! I'm talking to her, no need to explain. Sad, because we are talking over the phone and not in person. aww (come to think of it, it's been years since we last seen each other), I miss her so much.

and oh, another thing. In my previous post, I've mentioned about our postponed defense in school. We're now done in our defense, and guess what!? IN WENT WELL!!!!YEAAAAAAAAH! After our defense, I thank our professor for his kind consideration. Saying those words made me tear up. LOL, idk why.

I'm kinda bothered about one thing, I really wish it won't happen. >_< ughh. Wish me the bestest of luck!

It's past 3am and I'm still awake, and I got school tomorrow. LOL

me and my crazy mind. =))

bitter meds.

Saturday, September 18, 2010






it's been a while since I've posted. Anyway, I got sick since Wednesday.

I got this very unpleasant illness. I got infected. I can't even go outside, TT__TT and I even had to eat lotsa fruits and drink lotsa water and gatorade. sheesh. (Eating too much bananas makes me puke. argh)

what sucks is that I got a defense last friday (sept 17,2010). Good thing our professor is kind enough to give considerations.

Another sad part is that I got to drink lotsa bitter meds. TT_______TT they taste so icky. I hated it.

As of now, I'm feeling okay, but I still have to drink those crappy meds. *sigh*

here are the images of those icky meds. >_< (^)

the first one is the med I hated the most, it taste sooooooooo bitter.
the second one is a capsule,it tastes okay for me.
the third one is the food supplement thinggy. It makes my tongue feels rough and weird.
the last one is the cute looking med. haha! It tastes like water. haha



'til next time!

day 1 - 30 day blogging

Sunday, August 15, 2010

here's my first entry for the 30 day blogging.
so the topic for the Day 1 will be about your best friend.

here it goes!

believe it or not, I got two best friends. And they are Pauline Myrtle and Abegail Nirvana.

We were schoolmates way back in High school days.

Pauline and I were classmates since freshman year. We are both members of the "L-Association". We go to the malls frequently. We used to talked on the phone almost every night. We do all the things that best friends do.

On our sophomore class, the number of girls in the room was outnumbered by the number of boys and that made us closer to each other. It was the happiest school year for me.

On our junior year, the two of us got separated from our other friends. And that made us feel a little bit uneasy. This was the start of our rebellious days. We started doing bad things. It became some sort of a habit for us. Until everything back fired on us. We got a lot of scolding and sermons from our parents/guardian.

We managed to surpass the obstacles and problems we caused. On our senior year, both of us decided to transfer schools. We still talk on the phone every night. But we don't see each other as often as before.

Then the very heartbreaking day has arrived. It's now time for Pau and her siblings to go. They are now going to US. And that means we'll be far away from each other. Scenes from that day are still fresh on my mind. It never fail to make me cry, even up until now. Sometimes I wonder why does it have to happen, but then I realized, It was for the better. It became so hard for me to accept the fact that we are now separated for each other, but as time passed, I learned to accept it whole heartedly.

It has been three years since they left, We may not see each other, we may not talked often just like before, I still consider her as one of my best-est friends.

(crap, this is soooo saaad. TT__TT *sob*)

okay, let's move on to my other best friend.xD

She's abi, I call her Paris(Hilton) and she calls me Kim(Kardashian).

We were classmates in 3rd year high school. We are not yet close that time.
We started getting closer in our 1st year college days.

We became closer to each other and we became best friends. No explanation needed, it just happened.

We may not bond as much as Pau and I did. But she is still equally special to me.

I love them both!!!! <3


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30 day blogging

okay, starting today I'm gonna be doing the 30 day blogging.


30 day - Blogging. / Day 1

Feel free to join.

Day 1- Your best friend

Day 2- Your crush

Days 3- Your parents

Day 4- Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5- Your dreams

Day 6- A Stranger

Day 7- Your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8- Your favorite internet friend

Day 9- Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.

Day 11- A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12- The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14- Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15- The person you miss the most

Day 16- Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17- Someone from your childhood

Day 18- The person that you wish you could be

Day 19- Someone that pesters your mind- good or bad

Day 20- The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21- Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22- Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23- The last person you kissed

Day 24- The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25- The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26- The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27- The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28- Someone that changed your life

Day 29- The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30- Your reflection in the mirrors