so..it's been a while.

So. It's been a while since I last posted. A lot of things happened.

*June 18,2011
I got sick, I wasn't able to attend our last subject. I thought it was just an ordinary fever. but no, I got infected (UTI, Urinary Track Infection).
Got absent at school for about three days.

*June 25,2011
David choi's concert @ music museum. =)

*June 29,2011
Went out with friends. EPIC fail day. ._.

My brother's still sick. >.< please pray for him. he's been sick for a few days now. >.<
Get well soon dear brother. =) ILY~!

My Public Photos

My Public Photos

my big day~!

my big day~!

hush.

i feel like shit. i shouldn't be crying, but here i am, sobbing. darn it.
why do i have to be so emotional? i know why.
because he is fucking insensitive! how could he say all those stuff to me? darn him! I promise that these will be the last tears i will be shedding for him. I've wasted a lot of time and efforts just for him. damn, i shouldn't even bother.

YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD!

"you should let me go" WTF! you think i'm holding onto you? darn! I can't help it. i didn't imagine that you could be that insensitive of other people's feelings. I don't know if you're aware that you are hurting someone, or are you just plain dumb for not noticing?

i know that it's wrong to curse, but i guess you deserve to be cursed. i tore all your pictures, and you tore my heart away.

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*

wrong love,wrong emotion, wrong time, wrong person.

Dear God, please help me forget that one person. I hope the next time I fall in love, it'll be with the person I deserve, someone who will truly love me.

Amen.

monday morning.

heck.my monday morning sucks.
i had to wait for effin' 45minutes just to ride a freakin' bus.why is it so hot here in the phil?daaang,i was starting to think that there will be a solar flare or something.creepy. =/

is the world going to end? omigosh. the movie knowing scared the crap outta me. dang.=/

i don't want the world to end that way. =/ and i'm too young to die. noooo~!

nightmare and other crap.

arrrrighty. today, I woke up pretty early. ahuh, ya got it right.EARLY. I woke up because of a freakin' weird nightmare.daaaang. i dreamed that there was a guy who is being tortured in front of meeee. dang,the guy was being hit by a lady,using a hard metal tube.eeeeeek. creeeeeepy. and that nightmare made me woke up early.waaay early, i woke up around past 4am. dang. =/

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and oh, i got sick this weekend.daaaang. i got a fever, cough, and i got noooo voice.nooo. I wasn't able to talk properly. it was really haaard. =/ I wanted to talk but when i tried, no voice came out. daaang, it was hella frustrating. =/ but im pretty much okay now. my fever's gone, and my voice got better (i sound very masculine though.haha,smexy voice.yeahh,xD). I really hope that my voice will be normal again. =(

Day 8- Your favorite internet friend

fave internet friends?

hmm.jacq!xD i work for her (something like that),i manage her accounts and expenses blah blah.

idk what else to say.lol

Day 7- Your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

haha, darn.xD

my ex-boyfie is a jerk.haha,nah,just kidding.

he's a pretty good guy, he's sweet, he sang songs for me, wrote a poem, and even wrote a song too. He's fun to be with, what else? oh, he's kinda boastful and he's a pain in the ass at times,haha,xD

Well, our story was kinda tragic? idk what's the best word to describe it. Bittersweet? maybe.

He will always have a space in my heart (not in a romantic way.LOL, we're good friends tho.)

got nothing else to say bout him.xD
maybe next time.xD

Day 6- A Stranger

this is sooo random.

hello there stranger. As of now, I may not know who you are.
But who knows? things do change.
You could be my friend, you could be a foe.
you could be someone special, i guess (IDK,haha)

I wonder who you are? are you a nice person?
or are you mean?

I don't know what else to say.
Someday, I'll find out who you are.

=)

Day 5- Your dreams

hoho.another entry.xD


okay, my dreams?

here it goes. Well, I am a dreamer. I got lotsa dreams.
I want to be a Pediatrician for as long as I could remember. I love kids! (I watched an episode of gray's anatomy this week, and it's about kids and stuff about pediatrics. It made me frustrated as ever. =(. )

I also want to be a graphic designer or a kick-ass animator, coz I love art? i guess.xD
another ambition I got is....hmmm... I also want to be a music virtuoso or probably a singer, coz I have a passion for music, and I love to sing.

what else? I also want to have my own cooking show! I want to be just like giada laurentiis or rachelray.haha!xD it'll be so cool if i got my own show.haha!xD

another one is that, I want to be a fashion designer. I want to be just like my grandma, I want to sew and design my own clothes.

WHAT ELSE?
xD

oh yeah, I want to be as rich as Manny Pacquiao.haha! LOL! that'll be awesome.haha

oh another one, I want to have my own coffee shop in tagaytay highlands.

i forgot the rest of my dreams.haha

i'll just edit this some other time.xD

Day 4- Your siblings

hey.I'm in the mood to post blog entries today.haha

okay, about my siblings.

I got two brothers, First one is martin and the other one is jarwyn.


Martin is a hella smart person. He loves numbers and pretty much everything about math.
He's taking up BS Mathematics in Polytechnic University of the Philippines-Taguig, among us three, he's the one who studies a lot, he got a lot of medals and awards in school. He plays guitar, plays Rubik's cube (he's good in solving this kind of stuff), he may be weird at times, but I still love him. I wish I could be as smart as him.haha!

okay, Jarwyn is a game-freak, he plays a lot of games. He's one hella big guy, He's pretty much big for his age. He loves to tickle people (which makes me irritated most of the time.xD), He's a lame-ass when it comes to studying,haha,xD unlike martin, studying is not jarwyn's thing.haha.xD he loves to eat, he's also picky when it comes to food. He doesn't like to eat typical fish, but he loves to eat century tuna,haha lol.xD he's a glutton.haha! He's kinda childish, but it's okay, he's still a child anyway.haha, he may be irritating at times, he's a pretty cool guy too. ILY bro!xD

Days 3- Your parents

okay, here's another entry for the 30-day blogging.

It took me a while to have the courage to make this entry,*sigh*

here it goes.

My mom, she's a fun-filled,caring and loving person. Even though she has asthma,she still do what a mother should do. She wakes up early just to cook breakfast and wake us up to get ready for school.

She laugh easily,she laugh at almost every simple things. She loves to take afternoon naps. that's her hobby,xD She cooks our favorite dishes, cleans the house,sew our torn apart clothes, she can also fix broken stuff from a busted wire to a wrecked radio. She's also my best friend, I tell her almost every thing in my life, from my first crush, to my first heartbreak. She even taught me how to sew! She's a super mom. <3


My dad, he's the coolest dad ever. Even though he has to be away from us for a long time, we're still close, he sacrificed a lot just to provide everything we need (even our "wants"), he's a funny guy, even my classmates told me that. He's a 2nd mate officer, which is awesome! even though my dad has achieved a lot of things, he's still down to earth as ever, he even cooks dishes or even wash the dishes!he loves to sing, I must've got my love for music from him.xD

I know for sure that I'm a jack-ass daughter, hard headed,persistent and a spoiled brat. I made lot of mistakes. They gave me almost everything I need, but I still ask for more. When I ask for something, they would give it right away. (spoiled, i know)
I don't follow their orders, I don't do my chores, I'm probably the worst daughter a parent could ever had.

I made this huge mistake in the past, they didn't imagine I could've ever do that. My mom cried almost everyday. I told lies to them, I've done things that they won't like, I was in this what you called the "rebellious days", *sigh* Even though I was wrong,they're still on my side, and I thanked them for that. I was such an idiot for doing such reckless things. Wish I could turn back time and undo all my mistakes.

My parents are also my best friends, we tell jokes and laugh together. Going to places and having fun. They're always there when I need a shoulder to lean on. I am so thankful for having such great parents like them.

Oh my, just as I expected. Writing stuffs about my parents made my eyes teary. =/

I LOVE YOU MAMA,PAPA!<3

dum di ram

it's been a while since i last posted.xD

anyway,lotsa things happened. okay,lemme start.

*shatree's birthday celebration.

i went to their house around 6pm,then we waited for rona and rutshield to arrive.

it's past 7, finally, they arrived!xD we ate sha3's random cake,xD (well, i call it random coz it has a variety of flavors,xD ) it's delish.=P

we rode their car and our first stop is at their family dentist' clinic for rb's weekly check-up ( i think). then we went to antakya bar besides festival mall.

i had chicken inasal, rut had pork sisig. they taste pretty good! and the strawberry yogurt shake is not that bad. =)

sha3's dad asked me to sing on stage, i was like,"WHAT?" nooo way, im doomed, even though i don't want to sing, i can't say no to her parents.xD so i decided im gonna sing "when love and hate collide" by def leppard,xD then they submitted the song to the coordinator/staff(?) idk.xD gosh,i was effin' nervous back then,xD then i said, they should have let me get drunk before i go to the stage.LOL so sha3's mom forced me to order a drink that i want. what i said was a joke. but she took seriously.haha xD so i ordered a glass of "sex on the beach", i took a sip at first, then my first reaction was like O_O >_< -_- hahah! it tastes like blah. =( it was my first time to taste that drink.xD my glass is now half empty,i was so nervous so i decided i should drink it all the way. xD after a few minutes, i was like...dang~! im tipsy.lightheaded,i wanna go to sleep.hahah.xD i asked rona to accompany me to the restroom, there was a looooooong line in every cubicle, dang,my head was spinning,i can't take it anymore,so i leaned on the wall while waiting for my turn, the lady infront of me noticed it, she asked me if i was okay, i told her that im dizzy, she said that it's okay, just wait, i'll hurry up,okay? then she patted my back. awww,what a nice lady. =) then finally,it was my turn!after that, we went back to the bar, i felt a lil better, we were really waiting for my turn to sing, but good thing,it's now a band's turn to play, so it'll take a long time for me to sing,it was getting late so we decided to go home.

sha3's parents dropped us off at their condo.

it's now time for sha3 to open her presents,yay! it was rona's gift to her that was first opened, it was a body spray from bench(?),idk.xD then next was mine,xD it was a necklace, yay, thank God she liked it. =) then the last one was rut's gift. it was a cj7!dang,it sooooo cute, we were all jealous.xD we took a lot of pictures, and we recorded a video which is a cover of magasin.xD we slept at around 7am,xD then we woke up around 12, we cooked our brunch w/c is bacon and ham. yay.xD then we watch movies, monsters vs. aliens, tangled, OMG, tangled is sooo epic,you should all watch it! then we played badminton, and we hang out at the topmost part of the building,we talked about random stuff,xD

it was a great weekend for me. <3