First post for the year 2013 =)

hello my dearest blog!xD First blog post for the year,yay!

I just finished reading all of my previous posts in this blog, and there's a lot of grammatical error, grammar nazzi!xD I'll correct it next time.xD anyway, it's my first time to use a planner,xD But instead of writing the things I have to do, I just write the things I did for the day (complete opposite, I know), you might wonder why,xD I'll explain why. If I write the things I have to do for the day, I'm pretty sure that there will be times that I'll fail to do the things I have to do for the day and I don't want to cross out what's written on my planner, so I just wrote the things I DID for the day.xD btw, here my planner looks like, it's small tho.

Anyway, I'll just blog about the things happened this month.

January 2, finally done with the medical examination! The general Phyisical examination/OBGYNE made me feel sooo uneasy, I had to strip butt naked!DAYUUUUM, it was awkward as heck. || I sent a letter via Philpost, I just hope it won't take too long to be sent and oh! I lost my favorite cardigan that day.=/

January 3, I received a present from my good friend, a box full of chocliiits!yay! || I availed the skype unlimited calls worldwide.

January 5, I called Pepay!!!!!!!!!!!<3

January 6, Went out with my cousin Karla, we had coffee and we watched Sisterakas. I was a good movie. =)

January 7, We went to Lola Nena(from Cubao)'s wake, I can't recall how she looks like or who she is, I was still a small kid since I last saw her, what a shame.=/ I saw quite a few relatives there and I don't even know who they are.haha! oh well.Before we go home, We went to a restaurant( I forgot the name), but unfortunately it was closed. We really wanted to eat and the only store open was Mcdonalds.

January 10, Ian asked me to meet up @Market!Market! and I agreed, we ate dinner at Pizzahut, after that, I took him to Serendra and Bonifacio High Street and we stayed there til past 11pm,haha! we stayed there, admired the view and pretty much talked about random things. I'm happy knowing that he had fun. =)

January 14, I made a new youtube account and enabled the monetization thinggy.

January 15, Went to SM Bicutan with Brandy and Rona. We ate at KFC, I even saw my professor in college, good thing he didn't see me.haha! we went to ace hardware and bought new collar and leash for brandy, we let Brandy try out the pet clothes in there, there's a cute denim overall, But it won't fit Brandy!haha,better luck next time.xD After that we walked past the department store and much to our dismay, Brandy pooped! haha! good thing I brought a plastic with me.

January 16, I finally got my yearbook or gearbook,whatever you call it.



That's it for now, I'll just post again next time.xD

Impacted wisdom tooth extraction (UPDATED)

soooooooooo....guess what. I just got my impacted wisdom tooth extracted!

Dec.4,2012
we arrived at the hospital around 12 noon, they told us to wait 'til 1:30pm.

1:30pm
They made me took antibiotics, let me gargle mouthwash, then they gave me two shots of anesthesia and waited for it to take effect. I was kinda uneasy at first, thinking that it could hurt sooo bad.xD I'm not really sure with the steps and procedures they did. One thing I know is that they made an incision to my gums and I started to hear weird machine noises, and I even heard my tooth cracked. ugh Once my tooth was extracted they had to stitch the incision.

After that,they made me bite into something that looks like a gauze, I could definitely taste the blood in my mouth.yikes. They told me to bite it for 30 minutes to stop the bleeding. It didn't hurt at all.

On our way home, I noticed that my gums are still bleeding,my dad had to buy me a roll of tissue (because I had to spit from time to time) and a roll of gauze (I need to have extra, just in case). When we got home, I got sooooo hungry, but I was having second thoughts if I should eat right away since my gums are still bleeding. I was kinda hesitant but I ate anyway.hahaha! I might say, it was really hard to eat!!!! I could only eat soup or ice cream and I had to tilt my head to the right since the incision on my left gum is still fresh. It feels weird to have sutures inside my mouth.

I had to take antibiotics every 6 hours so that the wounds won't be infected. The antibiotics made me soooo hungry and I could only eat soup or ice cream. It was also a pain in the ass to brush my teeth, I had to avoid the sutures and I need to gargle from time to time. =/ bummer.

The next day, my left cheek got swollen like crazy! and the incision hurts! I had to tie a scarf around my face similar to what Juddy Abbot did when she had measles. Haha! (Daddy Long Legs).

December 11, 2012
We went back to the hospital to get the sutures removed. The sutures didn't melt entirely, the dentists wondered why my sutures turned so white. Haha! Probably, it turned white from all those horrendous gargling.xD

The dentists were impressed that my gums healed sooner that they expected. They said that I'm so healthy that it healed so fast. Hooray! xD

They told me to be careful of the affected area when brushing because the gums might tear or something? IDK.xD

Here's what the extracted tooth looks like.xD

Bloody,eh?HAHAHA!

Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.

Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to. It's been a long time since I last talked to them.(Him and Her) Oh how I miss them so much. I can't remember when was the last time I talked to Him. All I remember was that we talked via skype, he even showed his face, I really really missed him and I really really want to talk to him, but it's not that easy, we're not as close as before and it'll seem weird, awkward rather, if I made the first move and talk to him. I don't know, I just hate the idea of making the first move. I kinda wish that things were the same as before. :3 Now let me talk about Her, I got kinda mad at her before, because I posted on her facebook wall, greeting her with lotsa emotions and stuff(haha!)but she just liked the post I made, no reply just liked the post. I was okay with that, but when a certain person posted on her wall, he even called her bestfriend! she replied immediately, i got so mad back then, but it's not a big deal now, because she called me last week! even though it's only a 5-minute call, it made me happy, because we haven't talked in a long time and I really missed her. Oh how I wish that I'm rich so that I could buy lotsa call cards just to call her, but no, I'm hella broke right now and I can't even afford to buy a single call card. =(

so..it's been a while.

So. It's been a while since I last posted. A lot of things happened.

*June 18,2011
I got sick, I wasn't able to attend our last subject. I thought it was just an ordinary fever. but no, I got infected (UTI, Urinary Track Infection).
Got absent at school for about three days.

*June 25,2011
David choi's concert @ music museum. =)

*June 29,2011
Went out with friends. EPIC fail day. ._.

My brother's still sick. >.< please pray for him. he's been sick for a few days now. >.<
Get well soon dear brother. =) ILY~!

My Public Photos

My Public Photos

my big day~!

my big day~!

hush.

i feel like shit. i shouldn't be crying, but here i am, sobbing. darn it.
why do i have to be so emotional? i know why.
because he is fucking insensitive! how could he say all those stuff to me? darn him! I promise that these will be the last tears i will be shedding for him. I've wasted a lot of time and efforts just for him. damn, i shouldn't even bother.

YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD!

"you should let me go" WTF! you think i'm holding onto you? darn! I can't help it. i didn't imagine that you could be that insensitive of other people's feelings. I don't know if you're aware that you are hurting someone, or are you just plain dumb for not noticing?

i know that it's wrong to curse, but i guess you deserve to be cursed. i tore all your pictures, and you tore my heart away.

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*

wrong love,wrong emotion, wrong time, wrong person.

Dear God, please help me forget that one person. I hope the next time I fall in love, it'll be with the person I deserve, someone who will truly love me.

Amen.