Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.

Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to. It's been a long time since I last talked to them.(Him and Her) Oh how I miss them so much. I can't remember when was the last time I talked to Him. All I remember was that we talked via skype, he even showed his face, I really really missed him and I really really want to talk to him, but it's not that easy, we're not as close as before and it'll seem weird, awkward rather, if I made the first move and talk to him. I don't know, I just hate the idea of making the first move. I kinda wish that things were the same as before. :3 Now let me talk about Her, I got kinda mad at her before, because I posted on her facebook wall, greeting her with lotsa emotions and stuff(haha!)but she just liked the post I made, no reply just liked the post. I was okay with that, but when a certain person posted on her wall, he even called her bestfriend! she replied immediately, i got so mad back then, but it's not a big deal now, because she called me last week! even though it's only a 5-minute call, it made me happy, because we haven't talked in a long time and I really missed her. Oh how I wish that I'm rich so that I could buy lotsa call cards just to call her, but no, I'm hella broke right now and I can't even afford to buy a single call card. =(

so..it's been a while.

So. It's been a while since I last posted. A lot of things happened.

*June 18,2011
I got sick, I wasn't able to attend our last subject. I thought it was just an ordinary fever. but no, I got infected (UTI, Urinary Track Infection).
Got absent at school for about three days.

*June 25,2011
David choi's concert @ music museum. =)

*June 29,2011
Went out with friends. EPIC fail day. ._.

My brother's still sick. >.< please pray for him. he's been sick for a few days now. >.<
Get well soon dear brother. =) ILY~!

My Public Photos

My Public Photos

my big day~!

my big day~!

hush.

i feel like shit. i shouldn't be crying, but here i am, sobbing. darn it.
why do i have to be so emotional? i know why.
because he is fucking insensitive! how could he say all those stuff to me? darn him! I promise that these will be the last tears i will be shedding for him. I've wasted a lot of time and efforts just for him. damn, i shouldn't even bother.

YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD!

"you should let me go" WTF! you think i'm holding onto you? darn! I can't help it. i didn't imagine that you could be that insensitive of other people's feelings. I don't know if you're aware that you are hurting someone, or are you just plain dumb for not noticing?

i know that it's wrong to curse, but i guess you deserve to be cursed. i tore all your pictures, and you tore my heart away.

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*

wrong love,wrong emotion, wrong time, wrong person.

Dear God, please help me forget that one person. I hope the next time I fall in love, it'll be with the person I deserve, someone who will truly love me.

Amen.

monday morning.

heck.my monday morning sucks.
i had to wait for effin' 45minutes just to ride a freakin' bus.why is it so hot here in the phil?daaang,i was starting to think that there will be a solar flare or something.creepy. =/

is the world going to end? omigosh. the movie knowing scared the crap outta me. dang.=/

i don't want the world to end that way. =/ and i'm too young to die. noooo~!

nightmare and other crap.

arrrrighty. today, I woke up pretty early. ahuh, ya got it right.EARLY. I woke up because of a freakin' weird nightmare.daaaang. i dreamed that there was a guy who is being tortured in front of meeee. dang,the guy was being hit by a lady,using a hard metal tube.eeeeeek. creeeeeepy. and that nightmare made me woke up early.waaay early, i woke up around past 4am. dang. =/

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and oh, i got sick this weekend.daaaang. i got a fever, cough, and i got noooo voice.nooo. I wasn't able to talk properly. it was really haaard. =/ I wanted to talk but when i tried, no voice came out. daaang, it was hella frustrating. =/ but im pretty much okay now. my fever's gone, and my voice got better (i sound very masculine though.haha,smexy voice.yeahh,xD). I really hope that my voice will be normal again. =(