i feel like shit. i shouldn't be crying, but here i am, sobbing. darn it.
why do i have to be so emotional? i know why.
because he is fucking insensitive! how could he say all those stuff to me? darn him! I promise that these will be the last tears i will be shedding for him. I've wasted a lot of time and efforts just for him. damn, i shouldn't even bother.
YOU ARE A FUCKING BASTARD!
"you should let me go" WTF! you think i'm holding onto you? darn! I can't help it. i didn't imagine that you could be that insensitive of other people's feelings. I don't know if you're aware that you are hurting someone, or are you just plain dumb for not noticing?
i know that it's wrong to curse, but i guess you deserve to be cursed. i tore all your pictures, and you tore my heart away.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhh*
wrong love,wrong emotion, wrong time, wrong person.
Dear God, please help me forget that one person. I hope the next time I fall in love, it'll be with the person I deserve, someone who will truly love me.
Amen.
monday morning.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
heck.my monday morning sucks.
i had to wait for effin' 45minutes just to ride a freakin' bus.why is it so hot here in the phil?daaang,i was starting to think that there will be a solar flare or something.creepy. =/
is the world going to end? omigosh. the movie knowing scared the crap outta me. dang.=/
i don't want the world to end that way. =/ and i'm too young to die. noooo~!
i had to wait for effin' 45minutes just to ride a freakin' bus.why is it so hot here in the phil?daaang,i was starting to think that there will be a solar flare or something.creepy. =/
is the world going to end? omigosh. the movie knowing scared the crap outta me. dang.=/
i don't want the world to end that way. =/ and i'm too young to die. noooo~!
nightmare and other crap.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
arrrrighty. today, I woke up pretty early. ahuh, ya got it right.EARLY. I woke up because of a freakin' weird nightmare.daaaang. i dreamed that there was a guy who is being tortured in front of meeee. dang,the guy was being hit by a lady,using a hard metal tube.eeeeeek. creeeeeepy. and that nightmare made me woke up early.waaay early, i woke up around past 4am. dang. =/
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and oh, i got sick this weekend.daaaang. i got a fever, cough, and i got noooo voice.nooo. I wasn't able to talk properly. it was really haaard. =/ I wanted to talk but when i tried, no voice came out. daaang, it was hella frustrating. =/ but im pretty much okay now. my fever's gone, and my voice got better (i sound very masculine though.haha,smexy voice.yeahh,xD). I really hope that my voice will be normal again. =(
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and oh, i got sick this weekend.daaaang. i got a fever, cough, and i got noooo voice.nooo. I wasn't able to talk properly. it was really haaard. =/ I wanted to talk but when i tried, no voice came out. daaang, it was hella frustrating. =/ but im pretty much okay now. my fever's gone, and my voice got better (i sound very masculine though.haha,smexy voice.yeahh,xD). I really hope that my voice will be normal again. =(
Day 8- Your favorite internet friend
Monday, February 14, 2011
fave internet friends?
hmm.jacq!xD i work for her (something like that),i manage her accounts and expenses blah blah.
idk what else to say.lol
hmm.jacq!xD i work for her (something like that),i manage her accounts and expenses blah blah.
idk what else to say.lol
Day 7- Your ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Friday, February 11, 2011
haha, darn.xD
my ex-boyfie is a jerk.haha,nah,just kidding.
he's a pretty good guy, he's sweet, he sang songs for me, wrote a poem, and even wrote a song too. He's fun to be with, what else? oh, he's kinda boastful and he's a pain in the ass at times,haha,xD
Well, our story was kinda tragic? idk what's the best word to describe it. Bittersweet? maybe.
He will always have a space in my heart (not in a romantic way.LOL, we're good friends tho.)
got nothing else to say bout him.xD
maybe next time.xD
my ex-boyfie is a jerk.haha,nah,just kidding.
he's a pretty good guy, he's sweet, he sang songs for me, wrote a poem, and even wrote a song too. He's fun to be with, what else? oh, he's kinda boastful and he's a pain in the ass at times,haha,xD
Well, our story was kinda tragic? idk what's the best word to describe it. Bittersweet? maybe.
He will always have a space in my heart (not in a romantic way.LOL, we're good friends tho.)
got nothing else to say bout him.xD
maybe next time.xD
Day 6- A Stranger
this is sooo random.
hello there stranger. As of now, I may not know who you are.
But who knows? things do change.
You could be my friend, you could be a foe.
you could be someone special, i guess (IDK,haha)
I wonder who you are? are you a nice person?
or are you mean?
I don't know what else to say.
Someday, I'll find out who you are.
=)
hello there stranger. As of now, I may not know who you are.
But who knows? things do change.
You could be my friend, you could be a foe.
you could be someone special, i guess (IDK,haha)
I wonder who you are? are you a nice person?
or are you mean?
I don't know what else to say.
Someday, I'll find out who you are.
=)
Day 5- Your dreams
hoho.another entry.xD
okay, my dreams?
here it goes. Well, I am a dreamer. I got lotsa dreams.
I want to be a Pediatrician for as long as I could remember. I love kids! (I watched an episode of gray's anatomy this week, and it's about kids and stuff about pediatrics. It made me frustrated as ever. =(. )
I also want to be a graphic designer or a kick-ass animator, coz I love art? i guess.xD
another ambition I got is....hmmm... I also want to be a music virtuoso or probably a singer, coz I have a passion for music, and I love to sing.
what else? I also want to have my own cooking show! I want to be just like giada laurentiis or rachelray.haha!xD it'll be so cool if i got my own show.haha!xD
another one is that, I want to be a fashion designer. I want to be just like my grandma, I want to sew and design my own clothes.
WHAT ELSE?
xD
oh yeah, I want to be as rich as Manny Pacquiao.haha! LOL! that'll be awesome.haha
oh another one, I want to have my own coffee shop in tagaytay highlands.
i forgot the rest of my dreams.haha
i'll just edit this some other time.xD
okay, my dreams?
here it goes. Well, I am a dreamer. I got lotsa dreams.
I want to be a Pediatrician for as long as I could remember. I love kids! (I watched an episode of gray's anatomy this week, and it's about kids and stuff about pediatrics. It made me frustrated as ever. =(. )
I also want to be a graphic designer or a kick-ass animator, coz I love art? i guess.xD
another ambition I got is....hmmm... I also want to be a music virtuoso or probably a singer, coz I have a passion for music, and I love to sing.
what else? I also want to have my own cooking show! I want to be just like giada laurentiis or rachelray.haha!xD it'll be so cool if i got my own show.haha!xD
another one is that, I want to be a fashion designer. I want to be just like my grandma, I want to sew and design my own clothes.
WHAT ELSE?
xD
oh yeah, I want to be as rich as Manny Pacquiao.haha! LOL! that'll be awesome.haha
oh another one, I want to have my own coffee shop in tagaytay highlands.
i forgot the rest of my dreams.haha
i'll just edit this some other time.xD
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